Macy in her room shortly after she mastered the art of sitting without falling. A step away from levitation 

Fudz the Finger Eating Animal. If she is not eating her fingers she is sucking her toes 

You've come along way baby

Fudz has come along way - actually at a rapid pace in a short period of time. She can now sit up unassisted for a couple of moments and can stand while holding on to Mama's hands. The biggest news of late is that Macy has now devoured two solid foods. She has eaten squash (her first) and now green beans. She eats rice cereal and pretty much anything that moves. I am very proud of my little turtle. She has also earned her jungle name. Batatamus as she has a tendency to shake her junk in the trunk. My girls complete me and this one reminds me of how fragile emotions can be when you see your own be successful at the little things.


Here is some of the latest proof:

She's So Lovely




The Innocent




The Best Gene Simmons




As Cool As Dad

Fudz the giggler

Yes kids it is true we have a singing squeeking baby. She like t ohere her voice so she squeels. Mama's little piggy...Macy has been getting quite good at timing her poohs and vomits for daddy specific time lately. I believe it is planned. Who is to say. She is clobbering the world in her Jumperoo lately. She's a madwoman - flailin and thrashin. She gets quite a laugh out of it. It is so overwhelming to see her happy. it makes me so grateful cuz there was a time when i thought that she might grow up sad and I wished every night that that was not the case. My wish came true. Here is some proof.

Macy Floor Grabbing




The Lamb-ba-dier




The True Fudz




Pushing Up On Her Belly

My beautiful Turtle

This has by far been the most news backed up on to one entry ....I apologize. Macy had her first Christmas and I think she really enjoyed it. She sat in the rocking swing Christmas morning and stared at a stuff bear,laughed, slept, drooled and sqwuaked. She watched us open presents and Cali helped her open hers. She has been able to sleep long stretches in the night now and wakes once for a feeding. But most importantly......

She laughs a lot more. Jen and I think she will have a husky voice. She makes wierd noises and is in love with her voice. The Fudz and Munx show - never ending - Whoohoo.

MACY FOUND HER FEET!. Yesterday Jen said that she was grabbing on to her feet which means that it wont be long now until everything can be grabbed and chewed. She can grab toys and loves this crab noisy shaky thing and her stuffed cat named sasha...

All in all she is becoming more and more her own. A hoot of sorts. I love her more every day.

The Calm after the storm

I have felt the entire spectrum of emotion with Macy in the last couple of weeks. She has broken me into the rawest form of sadness and she has made me the happiest in regards to her being. I looked into her eyes last night and she possesses the same gift that my other daughter Cali keeps. You look into their eyes and they contain magic. The magic of possibility and hope. Macy gave me hope last night where some was disintegrating. She smiled at me more yesterday then she has her whole life, so far combined. It warms my heart, that there is the possibility that the aggravation and discomfort that she has been experiencing might be over. I love you fudz and your yum - yum toes.

how Sweet she is

Macy is becoming quite the character with a sly smile and a very cute snuggle move. She nuzzles real close to your throat under your chin and kinda huffs and puffs then starts breathing slowly and nuzzles ya until your asleep. She fell asleep on me the other night on my chest and I felt like someone had just dropped the warmest little bear on top of me. She likes me and I love her. The fudz has made the first 11 weeks quite a challenge and I will admit I thought that her unhappiness was never going to end. Her grumpola face is cracking more often now and her smiles appear sporadically, without an hour of probing. I love how Jen is with her....I know it must be very difficult at times and I hope that she knows I think the world of her and that Macy is a beatiful present I can never repay her for. Here are some of the latest pictures of Macy.


Lounging Around





Wet N' Wild





Just One of the Dolls





Macy's First Christmas Picture with Santa





Da' Feet






Papa Holding Fudz

To the world we present

Hello everyone;
I have got some prezzies for all those that like lookin at the fudz. Macy Soleil has been exploding in size and we have even caught a couple pictures of her with her eyes open. Jen got a real smile from her today. It is the little things that make you remember how lucky you are. I think she is going to be a no nonsense kinda girl - she makes me laugh with all her grunts and spaz outs. to you all.... a good night.
Macy Soleil -
one of my sunshines,
not my only sunshine,
her and Cali make no sky gray,
for all i know here,
is that i love them, so please ,dont take my sunshines,away.